I Still Miss You is a raw and deeply personal journey through the aftermath of losing the love of your life. Written with unflinching honesty, this book explores what grief really feels like—when the world moves on but you’re stuck in the silence they left behind.

With a powerful blend of lived experience and psychological insight, Kelly Spear opens the door to her most vulnerable moments: the pain, the regret, the rage, the fear of forgetting—and the surprising beauty that can still exist inside heartbreak.

This is not a book of clichés or timelines. It’s not about “moving on.”

 It’s about surviving the impossible.

 It’s about the days you can’t breathe, the nights you can’t sleep, and what it takes to just keep going when everything you loved is gone.

Whether you’ve lost someone or love someone who has, this book was written to hold space for your pain—and to remind you: you’re not alone. You’re never alone.